SELECT YOUR LANGUAGE, IT WILL TRANSLATE MY BLOG FOR YOU!

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

(*) Son of Hamas: Autobiography of Mosab Hassan Yousef

Dear Readers,

Thank you for looking at this.  I often do book reports and here is an awesome book to shed light on the Middle Eastern conflict.  I have come to appreciate the struggle.  I have also come to love the Muslim and the Israeli people.  They come from the same gene pool, with the same father and yet they are brothers at war.  I have come to grief for all the pain and suffering caused by ideologies and supposed 'religious fanaticism' that often get hijacked by political manipulation at the direct cost and bloodshed of their own.  It really is Biblical prophecy fulfilled.  If you don't believe it, just read on...

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------



Son of Hamas: Autobiography of Mosab Hassan Yousef
(Son of Sheikh Hassan Yousef, one of 7 founders of Hamas)
 
History and Timeline:
1.      Genesis: The struggles in the Middle East go all the way back to the hatred between Sarah (Abraham’s wife, mother of Isaac and Israel) and Hagar (Sarah’s Egyptian slave, mother of Ishmael) in Genesis 16:4-16.  Ishmael means ‘God hears.’  His future is spoken of in a prophecy in Genesis 16:12… read on…
2.      610: Birth of Islam, around when Mohammed was 40 years old.
3.      1917: At the end of WWI, the Palestinian territory fell under the mandate of the Great Britain.  And under the Balfour Declaration of 1917: "His Majesty's government views with favor the establishment in Palestine of a national home for the Jewish people." So, at that time, hundreds of thousands of Jews flooded into Palestine. 
4.      1517 - 1923:  Islam, carried by the Ottoman Caliphate, spread out from Turkey.  Its decline began from its centralization and corruption.  They persecuted Muslim villages throughout the Middle East.  Istanbul became too far to protect the faithful from abuses by the soldiers and local officials.  And by the 20th century, a lot of Muslims become disillusioned and turned to other beliefs.
5.      1923: end of the Ottoman Empire.  Started in 1299, conquered most of Central Asia, Eastern Europe, Middle East, Egypt, part of North Africa.  Even at one point was ruled by women around 1550-1650, who were the mothers of Sultans (mostly minors) and leaders of the Imperial Harems and mostly of slave origin.
6.      March 1928:  a young devout primary school teacher in Cairo Egypt, named Hassan al-Banna, cried for his countrymen and blamed the West (not the Turks) and thought the only solution is to return to the purity and simplicity of Islam.  He founded The Muslim Brotherhood.  The goal is to rebuild society according to Islamic Principles.  The early principles reflect love and mercy. It cares for the poor, widows, and orphans. It facilitates education and welfare. It unites and strengthens. There is also the other side of Jihad, to struggle and establish a global caliphate.
7.      1935: Muslim Brotherhood set up a branch in the Palestinian territory. 
8.      1948: Israel became a state.  Palestinian territory remains non-sovereign.  Without a constitution to maintain order, religious law becomes the highest authority.  People are free to interpret and enforce law as they see it... Chaos.
9.      1948: Muslim Brotherhood attempted a violent coup against the Egyptian government, ended prematurely when Israel declared a sovereign nation.  Since the Qur’an calls all Muslims to fight as one to protect their land… Egypt, Lebanon, Syria, Jordan, Iraq immediately invaded Israel.  Israel drove out the Arab coalition within a year. 75,000 Palestinians displaced.  The UN pass Resolution 194 to permit refugees to return home and compensation be paid for those who chose not to return... They were never enforced. 
10.   1949: After being defeated by Israel, the armed Muslim Brotherhood members returned to Egypt and re-attempted the coup again... The government then confiscated their assets, banned their society, and put many into prison... Then they assassinated the Egyptian Prime Minister a few weeks later. 
11.   1949/2/12: al-Banna was assassinated.  Al-Amari refugee camp established in the West Bank.
12.   1964: Palestinian Liberation Organization founded by the Arab League summit in Cairo.  Goal was to liberate Palestine from Israel by arms struggle.
13.   1967: Six-Day War.  Israel attacked Egypt, Jordan, and Syria in response of the overwhelming terrorist attacks and mounting threat of invasion.
14.   1970: Black September.  Thousands of PLO fighters are killed by Jordanian troops, as Jordan expels PLO
15.   1972: 11 Israeli athletes killed by Black September at Munich Olympics
16.   1973: Yum Kippur War, took 15 days.  Egypt and Syria led the Arab coalition attacked Israel, on Yom Kippur, the holiest day in Israel, during Ramadan.   Russia backed the Arab coalition and USA backed Israel.  Israel came on top.  A cease fire brokered to end tension at the Camp David Accord of 1973, to end tension in the Middle East and also between the 2 nuclear superpowers.
17.   Mid 1970’s: Hassan Yousef was trained by the Muslim Brotherhood in Jordan while studying there.  
18.   1977: Hassan Yousef partnered with Ibrahim Abu Salem, one of the founders of MB.  1977 married his sister, Sabha Abu Salem, and Mosab was born in 1978.
19.   Late1970: Muslim Brotherhood wanted to overthrow Israel occupation, but Sheikh Yousef and other West Bank leaders disagreed. They wanted to find a peaceful option and don't want to repeat the unsuccessful coup in Egypt and Syria.  But, by the late 1970's Muslim Brotherhood became more restless. Muslim Brotherhood continues to be non-violent for another decade.
20.   1979: Fathi Shaqaqi of Muslim Brotherhood founded Palestinian Islamic Jihad. 
21.   1986: birth of Hamas in Hebron.  A secret meeting took place in Hebron, seven men were present.  Sheikh Ahmed Yassin, Muhammad Jamal al-Natsheh of Hebron, Jamal Mansour of Nablus, Sheikh Hassan Yousef, Mahmud Muslih of Ramallah, Jamil Hamami of Jerusalem, Ayman Abu Taha of Gaza.  They are ready to fight.  Started with civil disobediance.  Objective: awaken, unify, mobilize the Palestinian people and to make them understand their need for independence under the banner of Allah and Islam.  Hamas was born!
22.   Dec. 1987: The First Intifada:  Hamas now need a reason to move.  Started with a tragic misunderstanding.  Dec 1987, an Israeli salesman Shlomo Sakal was stabbed to death.  Few days later, 4 refugees were killed in a traffic accident in Jabalia camp in Gaza.  Word spread that they were murdered by Israelis for Sakal's murder.  Riot broke out in Jabalia.  A 17yo threw a Molotov cocktail and shot dead by Israeli soldier. Then everyone “took to the streets” in Gaza and West Bank. Hamas took the lead and fueled the riot... That was the First Intifada started... that changed everything... People started dying in huge numbers daily.  IDF arrived heavily.  Lots of feda'iyeen (freedom fighters or martyrs).  The Palestinians only had Molotov cocktails and stones.  No weapons at this time.
23.   1989: Sheikh HassanYousef arrested out of his house by IDF, tortured.
24.   Late 1989: Amer Abu Sarhan of Ramallah had all the death he can tolerate, without guns; he killed 3 Israeli soldiers with a kitchen knife and launched the Intifada into a revolution.  Sarhan became a hero.  People were not terrorists by nature, but they were backed into a wall.  IDF instituted 11pm curfew... Those on streets were shot on sight.
25.   Others things started to happen, 'Strikes', which 'masked man' would tell shops to shut down early to hurt Israel by decrease collected taxes.  The less shop stay open, the less tax collected.  Israel started to arrest shop owners for tax evasion.  Shop owners were trapped between the 'political motive' and ‘evading tax’... Either way, they are hurting.  In addition, various resistance groups were fighting against each other for power and prestige.  Political dominant was PLO (Palestinian Liberation Organization), Hamas was on the rise!
26.   PLO founded in 1964 to represent the Palestinian people.  Three biggest factions are: Fatah (left wing nationalist), Popular Front for the Libration of Palestine (PFLP) a communist group, Democratic Front for the Libration of Palestine (DFLP) also a communist group.  PLO demanded return of all territory and set up terrorist camps in Jordan, Lebanon and Tunisia. They were not a religious organization like Hamas and Islamic Jihad.  Palestinian thought PLO to be corrupt.  They send terrorist attacks to justify fund-raising for their struggle against Israel.  PLO wants nationalism and power.  Hamas want religious fervor and Jihad.  But, they both shared deep hatred for Zionism.  So, they agreed to strike, Hamas on the 9th of every month, Fatah on the 1st of every month.  Mass chaos broke out during those strikes.  The entire area shut down.  No one knows who's under those masks.  Israeli soldiers pulled off many operations in masks during those strikes.  Strikes kept kids out of school for a long time. Life became very hard... Quality of life was very low.
27.   Aug 1990: Saddam Hussein invaded Kuwait. Palestine cheered thought their 'brother' is coming to rescue to rain down bombs on Israel.  They expected poison gas like one in 1988 that killed 5000 Kurds... Israel gave all citizens gas masks. Palestinians got one mask per house 40 scud missiles fired from Iraq, only 2 Israelis got killed.  Then the UN drove Saddam back to Bagdad.
28.   1992: Imad Akel, a refugee and pharmacy student, got tired of the injustice.  Got a gun, killed several Israeli soldiers, then took their weapons and started doing raids.  Became a hero, then Hamas decided to start a military wing, Ezzedeen Al-Qassam Brigade and made Imad its leader.  This turns Hamas into an armed force.
29.   1992/12/13: Al-Qassam kidnapped an Israeli border police, Nissim Toledano near Tel Aviv, demanded Israel to release Sheikh Ahmed Yassin.  Israel refused.  2 days later, they found Toledano's body.  Israel launched a huge crack down on Hamas, arrested >1,600 Palestinians and secretly deported 415 leaders of Hamas, Islamic Jihad, and Muslim Brotherhood dumped in Lebanon.  No one helped, not even Lebanon.
30.   1992/12/18: UN passed Resolution 799 for 'safe and immediate return' of the deportees. Israel refused.  It was not favorable for Israel.  Remained in exile for at least 9 months.  They form relationships with Hamas and Hezbollah, the Islamic political and paramilitary organization in Lebanon.
31.   1993/9/3: Israel and PLO, Yassar Arafat, entered into a secret meeting resulted in Oslo Accord 1993, officially recognizing the "right of the state of Israel to exist in peace and security" and renounced "the use of terrorism and other acts of violence."  Israel formally recognizes the PLO as the representation of the Palestinian people. The Declaration of Principles were drawn up and led to creation of the Palestinian Authority and withdrawal of troops from Gaza and Jericho, allowed Arafat and PLO to return from their exile in Tunisia.
32.   1994/2/25: Hebron Massacre: Hamas disagreed with the agreement between PLO and the world... Multiple killings of Israeli soldiers continued.  But, none caught attention like the Hebron Massacre of 2/25/94... When during Jewish Purim and Muslim Ramadan, an American born doctor named Baruch Goldstein entered Al-Haram Al-Ibrahimi Mosque in Hebron and shot and killed 29 Palestinian... This enraged...  followed up with a bunch of Hamas attacks and bombs
33.   1994/4/13: 21yo Amar Salah Diab Amarna took 4 pounds of homemade bomb and blew up a bus at Hadera Station.  Palestinians were proud of Hamas.  This was the first successful bombing... But the 3rd attempt of a Hamas bomb maker Yahya Ayyash to perfect his craft.  He was a disenchanted Jew student due to gov't denied request to study elsewhere.
34.   1995: Israeli Prime Minister Yitzhak Rabin assassinated.
35.   1996: Hamas bomb maker, Yahya Ayyash, assassinated.  Mosab Yousef arrested and imprisoned for the first time, and was offered to work with the Shin Bet.
36.   After every suicide bomb, Orthodox Jew volunteers known as ZAKA (disaster victim identification) collect blood and body parts to identify people... Taken to Jaffa. 
37.   Failure to agree with Arafat and PLO... Hamas, lead by Sheikh Yousef, transformed itself into a full blown terrorist organization.  Backed by the Qur’an and now ready to act. It is an Idea, rather than an organization... there is no head to cut off.
38.   The Hamas faction was the biggest in prison and has most of the deadliest criminals.  They also developed their own rules, falsely accused and tortured their own people.
39.   1999: Mosab Yousef starts to go to a Christian Bible study.
40.   2000: The Second Intifada, aka, Al-Aqsa Intifada, Fall 2000.  History: Palestinian Authority successfully destroyed the military wing of Hamas and thrown all its fighters and leaders into prison.  Hamas no longer fought.  They were exhausted and deeply divided.  Arafat met with Barak and Clinton at the Camp David Summit on 7/25/2000, and Barak offered Arafat 90% of West Bank, the entire Gaza strip, and East Jerusalem as the capitol of the new Palestinian state, and a new international fund to compensate for lost land.  But, instead of taking an offer to reconstruct the Palestinian territory, it was not enough for the wealthy Arafat.  He made a counter offer that he knew Barak cannot accept by insisting all refugees be permitted to return to lands they owned prior to 1967.  He was accepted as a hero, even though this rejection was catastrophic for the Palestinian people.  To Mosab, Arafat was getting famous on the shoulder and blood of the Palestinian people.  Arafat need Palestine to bleed… to get him more publicity as the leader for the victims.  So, Sheikh Yousef worked with Fatah of PLO, started a rumor that Ariel Sharon stepped inside the Al-Aqsa Mosque, when in fact he didn’t, and got the whole West Bank and Gaza inflamed.  Fatah launched a demonstration which ended in the death of a 12yo boy, which circled the globe and enraged against the Israeli occupation.  Lots of people and kids died.  Arafat went to camera with tears saying he had nothing to do with it.  Then he pointed his finger at Sheikh Yousef and Fatah and refugees as fault.  But, Arafat had miscalculated.  Hamas grew in the streets, and that’s where it thrived… it became out of control… so much destruction and death…  Mosab went to work…
41.   2000: Mosab Hassan Yousef, Sheikh Yousef’s son, went undercover working for the Israeli Shin Bet.
42.   2000: Al-Aqsa Martyr Brigade started.  Targeting only IDF soldiers and settlers… extremely efficient.  They turned out to be ‘Force 17,’ Arafat’s elite commandos.  Linking to Maher Odeh, a top Hamas leader.  They used a 1982 silver BMW in every shooting in the West Bank.  These are Arafat’s own guards, who were funded by American and International taxpayer’s money.
43.   Lots of people died in the 2nd Intifada, the PLO/PA and Hamas leadership saw it all in safety.  The Arab world poured in billions of dollars to help crush the Israeli occupation.  TV showed burning of Israeli and American flags.  In the first 2.5 years of it, Saddam Hussein paid $35 million dollars to the families of martyrs; $10,000 for anyone killed fighting Israel, and $25,000 for family of every suicide bomber.  With all this money, Hamas lost its monopoly on suicide bombing.  Other factions started in it too, they didn’t have to be religious… they just want to compete on who kills more Israelis.
44.   2001: Identified master bomb maker, Abdullah Barghouti, a Kuwaiti, revealed to Arafat by the CIA.  He was responsible in the 2 largest suicide bombings, Tel Aviv disco Dolphinarium (21 died, 120 wounded) and West Bank Sbarro bombing (15 died, 130 wounded).  Marwan Barghouti, Hamas leader of the 2nd Intifada, bailed him out, but kept under house arrest.  They were connected to Muhaned Abu Halawa, one of the lieutenant of Ahmad Ghandour, he was a Fatah field commander and member of Force 17.  After 2 failed attempts, Israel assassinated him.  Everyone went wild… praising him for his heroism.  Barghouti changed the map.  He is now making very good bombs, and he’s not Palestinian.  Then after awhile, the PA released him… everything went really crazy!
45.   2001/8/27: Israel assassinated Abu Ali Mustafa, secretary general of PFLP.  He was a moderate politician, but opposed to the peace process.  Israel accused him of 9 car bombs, but it wasn’t true.  But, it was a way to send a message to Arafat.
46.   2001/9/11: 9 Al-Qaeda operatives crashed planes into the WTC and Pentagon.  Killing 2,973 people.  Palestinians and Arabs celebrated!
47.   2001/10/17: 4 PFLP gunmen walked into the Jerusalem Hyatt Hotel and assassinated Israeli tourism minister Rehavam Ze’evi as a revenge for Mustafa’s assassination.  An eye for an eye.
48.   2002/1/27: the first female “suicide bomber,” Wafa Idris from the Al-Amari refugee camp, killed an 81yo Israeli man and injured hundreds of other at a shoe store in Jerusalem.
49.   2002/3/27: Operation Defense Shield:  Passover, 250 guest gathered at the Park Hotel in Netanya for a Seder feast.  25yo Hamas operative, Abdel-Basset Odeh, walked pass security and registration desk and detonated himself.  Killed 30 people and wounded 140, some were Holocaust survivors.  Hamas claimed responsibility as a derailment for the Arab summit in Beirut.  Next day, Saudi led Arab League voted unanimously to recognize the State of Israel as long as Israel agreed to withdraw to boundary before 1967 war, resolve refugee problem, and establish independent Palestinian state with East Jerusalem as its capital.  But, Hamas wanted all or nothing!  So, at this point, Israel launched a huge operation Defense Shield, started on 3/29/2002.  IDF invaded West Bank and scoured every house with heavy armor. 
50.   2002/4/2: IDF tanks blew up the Preventive Security Compound near Betunia.  Arrested a bunch of fugitives, but Jibril Rajoub (PA) douped the Shin Bet and tricked them to released all the bad guys.  Jenin massacre.  Palestinian cabinet minister Saeb Erekat said 500.  But later revised to 50.  In Bethlehem, 200 Palestinian were seiged in the Church of Nativity for 5 weeks. Nearly all left.  8 killed, 26 sent to Gaza, 85 released, 13 most-wanted sent to Europe… Total, Palestinian (500 dead, 1500 wounded, 4300 detained), Israeli (29 dead, 127 wounded, cost $360 million.)
51.   2002/4/15: Sheikh Jamal al-Taweel and Marwan Barghouti were arrested in hiding due to intelligence from Mosab.
52.   2002/7/31: Frank Sinatra Cafeteria at the Mount Scopus campus of Hebrew University exploded by a bag.  9 dead (5 Americans) and 85 injured.  Saleh disappeared.  Discovered a new Hamas cell, 5 people from East Jerusalem.  All educated, unfit the profile, carry blue Israeli ID cards, married, nice family, and nice jobs.  Mohammed Arman was found to know the person responsible as the ‘Sheikh,’ who was identified as Ibrahim Hamed in a photo lineup.  Once ID’d, he told everyone to blame him for everything.  He disappeared.
53.   During operation Defensive Shield, the whole West Bank was shut down.  Mosab needed to meet with the Shin Bet.  So, they made a way: he had to break into Ofer Military Base.  Even the IDF and Mossab didn’t know.
54.   Feda’iyeens and IDF alike, fight by breaking into local homes, using them as a place to rest and recharge, and then use occupants as human shields.
55.   Fall 2002 to Spring 2003: To trying to ‘clean’ Mosab’s cover, the Shin Bets stages grand scale arrests for him and then eventually, on Mosab’s ok, sent him to prison.  This way, no one would suspect him to be an Israeli collaborator.  Instead, everyone see him as a hero.
56.   March 2003: the Kuwaiti bomb maker, Adjullah Barghouti, was captured, tried in Israeli military court and convicted for killing 66 and wounding 500, sentenced to 67 life sentences.  He expressed no remorse, only wished he killed more Jews.
57.   2003/4/2: Mosab released from prison after Coalition troops surrounded Baghdad.
58.   Winter 2003 to Spring 2006:  Found Saleh.  After released by the PA, he rebuilt the Al-Qassam Brigade with Maher Odeh as the brain, Saleh Talahme as the engineer, Bilal Barghouti as the recruiter of suicide bombers.  They all operated independently with their own budgets, never met together.
59.   2003/12/1: Israeli Special Forces surrounded the Al-Kiswani Building in Ramallah where these Hamas leaders are, and blew it up after gun fire exchange.  Dead: Saleh Talahme, Hasaneen Rummanah, but no Ibrahim Hamed (as the media had claimed).
60.   Oct 2004: Yassar Arafat got ill during a meeting.  Flew to France.  Nov 3, 2004 he fell into a coma and died on Nov 11 at 75yo.  A week later, Sheikh Hassan Yousef was released from the Israeli Ofer prison.
61.   The needy overwhelmed Sheikh Yousef.  Mosab questioned his father about who the leader is in Hamas, and learned that his father said ‘no one.’  He realized that there are people in Hamas that have a lot of money.  But, all the families of the wounded and martyred are having trouble staying alive.  He was very frustrated that no one was helping the Palestinian people.  He knew the Hamas ‘leadership’ is in Damascus.  They communicated by internet cafes.  At the café, his suspicion caught onto a guy named Aziz Kayed, who ran the Al-Buraq Center for Islamic Studies, who came to see his property for sale.
62.   At Nablus, a Hamas stronghold, Mosab met with members of the Shurah council, who make strategic decisions for Hamas, but they were not the ‘executives.’  Then, suddenly, one of the members of the Shurah council mentioned the name Aziz Kayed that Sheikh Yousef should visit.  This was the first clue that Kayed may be connected.  During a Shin Bet search, Kayed was found to be born in Nablus, and a former member of the Islamic student movement, dropped out of sight 10 years earlier… but nothing suspicious.  Mosab was reminded of 3 others, just like Kayed, dropped off sight all 10 years earlier: Salah Hussein from Ramallah, Adib Zeyadeh from Jerusalem, Najeh Madi from Salfeet.  Shin Bet followed Madi to a commercial garage a block away from his apartment, and found Ibrahim Hamed!  They arrested him, he didn’t resist.  He was the real leader of Hamas.  That was Mosab’s last operation.
63.   After Arafat is dead, the Palestinian territories struggled for leadership.  Arafat was so corrupt, he linked everything to his name.  No one knew how to step into his shoes.  No one was strong enough to control all the factions.  Hamas became the one to step up.  But they don’t know how to negotiate.  They turned down every offer.
64.   2005: Mosab met an American girl in the group, became good friends.  One night at the American Colony Restaurant in East Jerusalem, he decided to get baptized after she asked.  So, he let her do it at the beach at Tel Aviv.
65.   2005/9/23: Sheikh Yousef was disturbed after getting a call from Hamas spokesman Sami Abu Zuhri in Gaza.  “Israeli launched missiles and killed a bunch of Hamas members during a rally in Jebaliya refugee camp.”  Sheikh Yousef worked hard to negotiate the truce with Israel 7 months before.  Israel withdrawn all troops a week prior.  He got on Al-Jazeera and condemned Israel.  Mosab reviewed the video, and it showed that the fireball came from the ground, not air.  Hamas did it, and Zuhri was a lier.  They found out that the Hamas military had been showing off and a Qassam missile exploded in the back of the truck killing 15 and wounding lots.  Sheikh Yousef was shocked, but Hamas covered it up and Al-Jazeera aired it anyway.  Because of this, Hamas fired 40+ missiles into Israel.  Israel again declared counter attacks had to be made because Hamas broke the truce.  Mosab and his father need to be arrested by the Shin Bet to save their lives.  Mosab decided he had enough, and wanted to leave the Shin Bet.
66.   2005/9/25: on Mosab’s direction, him and his father was arrested at home and taken to Ofer prison.  They also arrested Mosab’s brothers Oways and Mohammad.  Oways served 4 months.  Mohammad was released in few days.
67.   2005/12/25: Mosab was released
68.   2006: Ismail Haniyeh elected Palestinian prime minister
69.   2007/1/1: he left for California, left everything behind
70.   July 2008: Mosab declared himself as Christian through the Haaretz newspaper, headline “prodigal son.”  Abu Mosab, cried like a baby in prison hearing the news.  Everyone cried with him, even the Israeli guards who respected him.  Mosab’s uncle waited for his father to disown him, but when he didn’t, he turned his back on Sheikh Yousef’s wife and children.  Abu Mosab didn’t disown him because he knew Mosab will be on the death list if he does. 
71.   Sept 2008: Then Mosab told his father by phone that he worked with the Shin Bet for 10 years and that’s why his father is still alive.  He is still in prison because Mosab is no longer there to ensure his safety.  His father was silent. 
72.   2010/3/1: one day before the release of this book, Mosab’s father disowned him through the Associated Press, March 3, 2010.
 
Important things portrayed by Mosab:
1.      Values and traditions have always meant more to the Arab than government constitution or court... Religious leaders often become the highest level of authority; esp. areas of secular leaders are weak.
2.      A dead man's soul returns to earth and 2 terrible angels named Munkar and Nakir comes to examine him.  They grab his body and shake and ask "Who is your God?"  If he answers wrong, they will beat him with a big hammer and send him down to the earth for 70 years and the weight of the dirt will crush his ribs, worms will devour his flesh and tormented by snake with 99 head and scorpion the size of camel's neck until the resurrection of the dead when his suffering may earn Allah's forgiveness."
3.      Hamas tortured their own people terribly in prison, even worse than their Israeli captors.  Shin Bets knew everything, but can’t stop it, because they “cannot change that kind of mentality.”  “Hamas destroys itself more from the inside than anything Israel can do to it from the outside.”
4.      Mosab realized, after discovering Jesus, that the real reason for all the pain was not others and what they do… not the occupation… it was in us.  If Israel had disappeared, what would happen to Palestine?  They would still fight… over scarf, over rules, over power…
5.      Mosab’s departure from Islam was fueled by the hypocrisy he witnessed.  Islam taught that a devoted servant of Allah who became martyr went straight to heaven.  No weird questions and torturing angels.  But, now, all the sudden anyone can become a holy martyr, even atheists.  This was not what the Qur’an taught.  But the leaders don’t care.  As a double agent, he also witnessed much lies told, which he knew the Qur’an forbids.
6.      Mosab had friends who blow themselves up that don’t fit the character of one who would do such a thing.
7.      Israeli intelligence invested in human resources… infiltrating deeply into organizations.  They understand the motives and emotions and connecting the dots.  American intelligence relied on technology.  They don’t understand Islamic culture or its ideologies.
8.      Revolutionary is all about purity and rigidity.  Politics is about compromise and flexibility.  Hamas stepped up as leadership after Arafat dies.  But, Hamas does not know how to negotiate when everything had to come from Israel.  They cannot do politics.
9.      Mosab’s friend Jamal showed him a TV program on Al-Hayat.  A Coptic priest named Zakaria Botros dissected the Qur’an.
10.   From Mosab to the Shin Bet: “We’re fighting a war that can’t be won with arrests, interrogations, and assassinations.  Our enemies are ideas, and ideas don’t care about incursions and curfews.  We can’t blow up an idea with a Merkava.  You are not our problem, and we are not yours.  We’re all like rats trapped in a maze.” 
11.   Mosab’s message for Christians: to learn from the sorrows of his people, who carries a heavy burden to trying to work their way to God’s favor.  We must get beyond the religious rule we made for ourselves.  We must love people, on all sides, we have to live His message of love.  If we want to follow Jesus, we must also expect to be persecuted.  We should be happy to be persecuted for His sake.
12.   “Hurt people, unless they are healed, hurt people.”
13.   Jesus “is the God who not only commands me to love and forgive my enemies as He has loved and forgiven me but empowers me to do so.”
14.   “Truth and forgiveness are the only solution for the Middle East.”
 
The Ladder of Faith, per Mosab:
1.      Lowest level: “Daw’wah” – Start with elements that reflect love and mercy
2.      Middle level: “Sharia” – Helping needy, establish schools, support charities
3.      Highest level: “Jihad” – the ultimate faith in action
4.      Moving upward is imperceptible.  Moderate Muslims are more dangerous than fundamentalists because they appeared harmless, but you never know how far they are getting to the top.  Most suicide bombers start as moderates.
 
Versus that impressed Mosab:
1.      The verse that hit Mosab’s heart and ended his search was Matt 5:43-45, “Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in Heaven.”  He realized that his enemies were not defined by nationality, religion or color… we all share common enemies: greed, pride, all the bad ideas that the dark evil that lives inside us… we could love anyone… the only enemy is what’s inside of me!  He also couldn’t have appreciated this message if wasn’t for all the torture he had gone through in prison…  Jesus taught against judging others and rebuked the religious leaders. Jesus’ command to forgive your enemies and love those who mistreat you.  Mosab started to not able to ‘kill’ because of how Jesus said to love your enemies.
2.      Matt 5:45, God “causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous.”
3.      Hebrew 4:12, “the word of God is living and active.  Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.”
4.      Ephesians 4:22-24, “You were taught with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; to be made new in the attitude of your minds; and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness”
5.      Ephesians 2:14, Jesus himself “is our peace, who has made the two one and has destroyed the barrier, the dividing wall of hostility.”

Thursday, September 26, 2013

(*) Physcians = Special Forces


Today, I have learned another fact
Physician = Special Forces
We volunteer ourselves for the job
Trained to function under extreme exhaustion
Trained through negative reinforcements
See lots of trauma and death
Patients die right under our hands
Sweep all under a proverbial rug…

Viewed as Clergy, yet not trained
Regardless of age, expected to walk another from earth to life after
Expected to guide patients and families to help them die more peacefully and humane.

Things we experience may appear on the nightly news
But, no one would ever truly understand
We compartmentalize.

As I listen to ‘regular’ people. 
Express mystery with the process of illness
Do not understand: Process, diagnosis, treatment, death, ‘cure’
Pray for miraculous healing and removal of cancer.

Though I cannot ignore the mystery and the wonders
Most concerns of the ‘regular’ people have become second nature to me
I understand, as I deal with these things on a weekly bases.
Despite my age, I have seen a lot more than they’ve experienced.

Suddenly, a flood light blasted on
I realized that we live in 2 different universes.
As a physician, I am privileged to much more…
I have understanding to things other attribute as mysteries.
How do I reconcile the 2 worlds?
After all, these ‘regular’ people are my ‘patients’.

This reminds me:
1. Be present and emotionally available in the middle of their sufferings.
2. Treat the whole family as one, not just focus on the patient.
3. Identify and address their basic concerns and do not try to change them.
4. Numbers and statistics and figures are not helpful.  Delaying death is not our responsibility.
5. People want to know the big picture and if their loved ones will be comfortable and have good quality of life.
6. Take joy in all circumstances… it is possible even in the deepest of sadness.
7. Pray. This is the only language to communicate the mysteries

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

(*) Did you know that the Egyptian Ruler Im-hotep is actually the Biblical Joseph?

THIS IS AMAZING... ARCHEOLOGY IS SO FASCINATING!


Egyptian Ruler/god Imhotep = Biblical Joseph

 
 Sources:
http://www.arkdiscovery.com/joseph.htm
http://www.s8int.com/joseph.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tIFajJF2WhA

 
1.      WHO?

a.      Imhotep = Im-Hotep = “The voice of IM”, IM = I AM; in Exodus 3:14, God said His name is “I AM THAT I AM.”   Li-em-hotep means “the one who comes in peace, is with peace”.  The pharaoh gave Joseph a name: Zaphenath-paneah = “The God lives, the God speaks.” 

2.      WHEN?

a.      He served pharaoh Djoser during Egypt’s 3rd Dynasty as the chancellor to the Pharaoh and high priest of the sun god Ra at Heliopolis. 

                                                    i.     Biblical accounts: Genesis 41:40-44, “You will be over my house, and all my people will obey your commands.  Only with regard to the throne will I be greater than you.  Pharaoh gave Joseph his signet ring.  Joseph rides in his (pharaoh) second chariot.  I am Pharaoh, but without your permission no one will be able to raise his hand or foot in all the lands of Egypt.  Pharaoh gave Joseph the name Zaphenath-paneah and gave him a wife, Asenath daughter of Potiphera, priest at On.”  On is Heliopolis.  Priest was more properly translated as Prince.

b.      Biblical chronology dates the flood occurred about 2348 B.C. Abraham left Haran in about 1921 B.C., 427 years later. Soon after this (we don't know exactly how soon) he and Sarah went to Egypt because of a famine in Canaan. Egypt at this time was already a rich nation, for it was at this time that Abraham became rich in cattle, gold and silver, given to him as payment for Sarah. (Gen. 13:1,2). And there is good evidence that it was at this time that the regulation prohibiting the Egyptians from eating, drinking or fraternizing with foreign shepherds was instituted. (Gen. 46:34)  Josephus relates that Abraham was responsible for bringing the knowledge during the early part of the First Dynasty, about 1915 BC.  It would be about 200 years later when Joseph would be elevated to his high position in Egypt, second only to the pharaoh. During this same time of the 3rd Dynasty, there appears on the scene a most incredible individual in the ancient records- a man called Imhotep.

3.      EVIDENCE OF IMHOTEP’S EXISTENCE AS A REAL PERSON AND CONNECTION TO JOSEPH:
 

a.      The first evidence connecting Imhotep to Joseph, date him to the time of the 7 year famine, during the reign of pharaoh Djoser.  This rock was found by Charles Wilbour, in 1890, on the Island of Sihiel, at the first cataract of the Nile river, by the rapids of Aswan.  These were inscriptions made 1000 years after the reign of Djoser, claimed to be a copy of a document made by pharaoh Djoser during the 18th year of his reign, of how Imhotep saved his country from the 7 year famine.  Imhotep helped with 7 years of famine and 7 year of plenty.  It said that Imhotep “wanted to consult his God, because the answer is not within him.”  The document called Imhotep “son of Ptah”, Ptah is the ‘creator’ who created everything, including other gods.  The same inscription spoke about pharaoh’s dream that were later interpreted by Imhotep as 7 years of plenty and 7 years of famine.  It also talked about the taxes levied by Egypt on its citizens, except priests, to help with the preparation.   These accounts mirror Genesis 47:26 account of Joseph.

b.      In 1926, fragments of a statue of Pharaoh Djoser were excavated at the step-pyramid of Saqqara. At the base was an inscription of Djoser and "Imhotep, Chancellor of the King of Lower Egypt, Chief under the King, Administrator of the Great Palace, Hereditary Lord, High Priest of Heliopolis, Imhotep the Builder, the Sculptor, the Maker of Stone Vases..."  Here is the inscription and the box is the name “Imhotep.”

4.      ATTRIBUTIONS:

a.      Manetho, Egyptian historian lived in 3rd century BC, credited Imhotep for inventing stone dressing during Djoser’s reign.  “…during his (Djoser) reign lived Imouthes (Imhotep), who, because of his medical skills have the reputation of Asclepius (the god of medicine) among the Egyptians and who was inventor of the art of hewn stone.”  Imhotep became the God of healing.  Was considered as the first architect, engineer, and physician in Egypt

b.      Inscriptions at the pyramid of King’s tomb said Imhotep was filled with wisdom and lived 110 years.  Genesis 56:26 “Joseph died at 110 years old.” 

c.      There was no mention of Imhotep in Djoser’s earlier reign.  The tomb of Djoser at Bief Khallaf, which was started short after the start of his reign, was not designed by Imhotep, and had no mention of Imhotep.  Here were inscriptions on clay jars of list of Djoser’s family and officials under his reign, but Imhotep’s name was not on there.  So, that means he had not been appointed.  Other documents mentioned that Imhotep was a self made man, not part of the royal family.

d.      Imhotep was the “Priest of Heliopolis” the Biblical temple of ‘On.’  Genesis 41:45 says that the Pharaoh gave Joseph Asenath, the daughter of the priest of On.  The original text said “Prince of On” not priest of On.

5.      IMHOTEP’S ARCHITECTURAL WONDERS:

a.      Joseph’s canal: El Fayoum, the Venice of Egypt, in the Fayoum Oasis, still named “Bar Yousef.”  It made this valley fertile for the 7 years of plenty to prepared grain stored.

b.      Imhotep first used stone to make pyramids instead of mud brick.  And he constructed the step-pyramids and dressed it in smooth lime stones.

c.      It was in the reign of Djoser, Egypt because truly a great nation, by management of the grains during the famine.  There are remnants of huge grain pits. 

d.      The Saqqara complex.  A wall surrounds it.  13 false doors and one real.  40 pillars shaped in as corn cobs supported this wall.  Each column connected to the main wall and form smaller chambers.  There are series of very large and deep pits, very much larger than burial chambers.  All centers assessable by tunnels.  These were not hidden, thus not tombs.  These massive pits are most likely grain storage pits for the years of famine.  Also pits were found in pyramids that were filled with grains.  This was probably a place the world comes to Egypt to buy grain.  By the wall, there were 40 cubicles that were just big enough for a person to stand in to receive their grain and make payments.  All the large pits were connected together by tunnels.  Grains were found at the floors of these pits.  These circumstantial evidence fits Joseph’s story.


6.      WHERE IS IMHOTEP’S TOMB?

a.      Genesis 50:26 mentioned that Joseph was embalmed in a coffin in Egypt.  Exodus 13:19 mentioned that Joseph’s body was taken by Moses to be buried in the land of Canaan when Israelites left the land of Egypt.  There was a tomb at Memphis (Saqqara) where people came to Imhotep to get healed, discovered by a French archeologist in 1850.  Hidden under a huge network of tunnels under this temple, filled with lots of mummified Ibis birds, was a very large burial chamber called Mastaba.  In this chamber, which faced ‘North’ rather than ‘East’ in all other Mastabas was an empty solid granite sarcophagus.  Also found in this tomb, there were broken stone jars with the impression of the pharaoh Djoser.  Which means that this tomb is likely belong to someone close to the pharaoh, like Imhotep the Prime Minister of Egypt.

7.      WHAT HAPPENED TO EGYPT?

a.      Jeremiah 46:19, “Noph (Memphis) will be a waste and desolate place without inhabitants.”  Memphis was a glorious capital of lower Egypt.  Today it’s just rubbish.  Ezekiel 30J:13, “God will destroy the idols of Noph (Memphis).”  Memphis was known as the place of the great temple city of Egypt.  In other areas of Egypt, the idols and temples of that time period still exist, but not Memphis.  Now, as the archeologist noticed that all the discovered things, there are no more idols or images.  Ezek 30:16, Thebes will be broken apart.  Multiple empires destroyed Thebes, few times.  True to prophecy, Thebes still exist, but broken. 

b.      Ezek 30:13 Egypt shall have no more princes.  Since 400 BC, the period of silence after the prophet Malachi, none of Egypt’s kings have been Egyptian.  Even King Pheru is Albanian and none of the modern presidents are Egyptian.  Ezek 30:12, “I will make the land waste, and all that is therein, by the hands of strangers: I the LORD has spoken.”  Today, Egypt, the most populated country in the Middle East, is populated mostly by Arabs, not Egyptians.  The Copts are the direct descendents of ancient Egyptians.  Ezek 29:15 “I will diminish Egypt.”  True Egyptians are 1:23 to foreigners.  Prophecies said that Egypt will remain in decline and become a lowly nation.  These prophecies were made around 600BC, when Egypt was still very prosperous.

c.      In the 7th century, Arabs took 14 months and 23,000 lives to capture Alexandria and destroyed the Alexandrian Library (a treasure) and burn the books.  The continuous burning of books in the public bath houses kept the warm waters running for 6 months.  All ancient empires are destroyed, but not Egypt.  It survived, but as a lowly nation.

d.      These pyramids are alters and witness in Egypt.  Pyramids in Saqqara constructed under Imhotep were in a step-like fashion on the inside and dressed on the outside with beautiful limestone to give it a smooth shinny appearance.  The step pyramid of Saqqara constructed by Imhotep.  The Bedouins stripped the beautiful limestone and sold it to build mosques.  And, now it had remained the shape of step pyramids.  These pyramids are actually a witness to God.

e.      Isaiah 19:19.  Pillars to the Lord at the border of the land of Egypt.  King Solomon inscribed pillars at the Red Sea crossing and at the foot of Mt Sinai.  1978, the pillars was found on the Egyptian side.


Monday, August 12, 2013

(*) Presence of God

 
We are imperfect men/women.
The holy and perfect God created us.
For what purpose?
 
None other than pure joy of being with us!
 
Are you still looking?
 
Friends, God is already in your 'heart'!
He has made us His dwelling place through the Messiah.
All you have to do is to ask Him to show you His Presence.
Once you recognize that, you are already in the Kingdom of God.
 
Evil intent to destroy our mortal bodies,
But can never take away the Presence of God.
 
In our bodies, there are many unquenchable sadness and sorrows,
Only in the Presence of God can we have true peace,
despite our traumas.
 
Go ahead... I dare you to search...

Sunday, July 7, 2013

(*) How Sin Destroys Us


IN THE BEGINNING… HOW SIN CAME INTO THE WORLD.  (Satan still use the same strategy on us today!)

1.      God wants to be with us.  GOD WALKING AMONG US IS THE FIRST KEY.

a.      Genesis 3: God strolled in the Garden of Eden and called out to Man, “where are you?”  He was intimately present with Man and Woman, married and united; and God was in face-to-face relationship with them. 

b.      Leviticus 26:11-12: I will live among you, I will walk among you; I will be your God, and you will be my people.

c.      John 14:23: All who love me will do what I say. My Father will love them, and we will come and make our home with each of them.

2.      Nature of Man = Genesis 2: God formed man from dirt before any grass or shrubs started growing on the ground.  The whole earth was fed by underground springs and a river, not rain.  After that, God planted a garden in Eden toward the East, and put Man in it to work and manage it.  Man also named all the living things.  After that, God started growing trees for man to look at and eat.  God commanded man not to disobey Him and sin.  All the animals eat grass at this point.

3.      Nature of Woman = Genesis 2: God said it is not good for man to be alone.  He created a ‘helper or companion.’  He first formed animals and birds from dirt, but nothing satisfied Man.  So, He put the man to sleep and took his rib and made Woman and presented her to the Man.  Woman was made from Man.

4.      The fall of Man and Woman= Genesis 3: Satan’s victory

a.      First, the set-up: he rephrased God’s commands to the Woman, “Do I understand that God told you not to eat from any tree in the garden?”

b.      Second, the human engagement: the Woman responded exactly as God had told the Man.

c.      Third, the temptation: the serpent directly contradicts God by saying, “You won’t die.  God knows that he moment you eat from that tree, you’ll see what’s really going on.  You’ll be just like God, knowing everything, ranging all the way from good to evil.”

d.      Fourth, the disobedience and introduction of sin: She ate and gave to the husband and he ate.

e.      Fifth, the divorce: they now blame each other and blamed the serpent for their own disobedience and are now out of worship and fellowship with God.  They can no longer have perfect face-to-face communion with God.  Man now has to labor for food and survive in the wilderness in which God created him.  Woman now has to labor with pain in child birth and she will be under her husband’s rule.  Man was punished for listening to his wife and not the LORD.

5.      God still provide for Man and Woman after their sin.  Out of love, God killed (first time animal was killed) animal and made leather clothing for them.  And, He locked them out of the Garden of Eden, so they cannot eat from the Tree of Life and “be like God” and be out of fellowship with God forever.

WHAT DOES SIN MEAN IN TODAY’S WORLD?

1.      WE ARE ALL CAPABLE OF GREAT EVIL.  Aren’t  you disgusted when learning about the Nazis, Saddam Hussein, drug cartels, Pol Pot of Khmer Rough, Manchurian massacre of Chinese by the Japanese, wrongful encampment of Japanese US citizens during WWII in America, Maoists terrorist groups, tribal incest and cannibalism, various religious terrorist groups, religious extremists “homicide bombing”…   What about sex slavery of children and women? What about sick man who imprison young girls to physically and sexually abuse them?  What about terrorists bombing buses full of girls/women pursuing education in Pakistan?  What about people kidnapping and dismembering them so they can mail them back in pieces in Northern Africa?  What about the rampant violence against women in all continents?  What about the killing of millions of unborn children?  Haven’t you been the subject of racial/ethnic or religious persecution?

a.      Well, the truth is that we are all capable of those things!  You said how?!  Well, look at the research.  Students can continue to give painful electric shocking when they were commanded to do so.  In a study experiment, 2 groups of students were studied.  One group was to be prisoners and the other prison guards.  Student prison guards become absolutely brutal and started to torture their student prisoners.

2.      What are Signs and Symptoms of Sin?

a.      Extreme dissatisfaction and boredom.  Nothing is ever good enough.  We complain about everything.  This ‘extreme thirst’ causes us to desperately seek ‘solutions’ to quench it.  We are preoccupied with ‘solving our problems’ that we stopped looking to God for solutions.  We started to think that God is no longer helping us, that is why we are in this terrible situation.   This causes us to question and to not trust God.

b.      We become disillusioned: Character Assassination of God: We start to think, “God doesn’t really have our best intentions in mind.”  Which leads to, “We cannot trust God to come through, so we have to trust ourselves.”  “I have to be in control.”  “I determine my own destiny.”

c.      Disobedience: we start to do things even though we know they contradict God.  That’s what happens when we are left to our own devices.  Even if we have best intentions in mind, our warring sinful nature wins most of the time and we end up struggling a lot with trying to do the right thing until we just completely succumb to just floating with the random ocean waves and committing evil without a righteous fight.

d.      We become devoured by sin.  The evil one is like a beast, seeking, and hunting to devour our soul for dessert.  The devil is very hungry for our souls.  Satan doesn’t want to spend eternity alone in the burning thirst.  He has already been defeated.  He is now focusing on bringing as many people to hell with him as possible.

3.      What is Hell?

a.      Hell is eternity without God.  It is an eternal unquenchable thirst for God.  Just like the Seraphim bite causes extreme fever and unquenchable thirst and result in a ‘burning death,’ hell is an eternal state of ‘burning and unquenchable thirst.’  This thirst is a thirst for God’s presence… yet there is no God to relieve it.  A place full of extreme dissatisfaction, extreme boredom, and extreme disillusionment.

4.      What is Heaven?

a.      Heaven is a place filled with God’s glory.  He is the light of the world. 

b.      Heaven is described in the book of Revelation to be a place built by precious gem stones and metals.  Gates of giant pearl.  Streets of gold.

c.      However, think about this…  God is so full of glory and might and love, that even the most precious things on this earth is like dirt in heaven!!! 

5.      God’s Remedy

a.      First, God knows that our natures are mostly too strong for us to control.  We cannot make good decisions all the time.  So, His Holy Spirit continues to prompt us to make the right decisions, all the time, regardless if we listen or not.  He never gives up on us.  He is not like us, He never forgets.  He continues to orchestrate our lives, our every step, and all the situations around us to help us overcome.  He utilizes all the suffering from our disobedience to remind us to trust him again and He strengthens us in our needs and to encourage us to repent.

b.      Second, God shows us His provision for healing and restoration.  Just like Moses lifted up the serpent, Christ is lifted up.  When we fix our eye to Christ lifted up and repent, we are saved from eternal death.  Jesus said to the prostitute at the well in John 4:14, if you drink of the water I give you, you will never thirst again.  It becomes a refreshing bubbling spring from within to give eternal life.  He is the living water that ends all thirst.  CHRIST’S REDEMPTION IS THE SECOND KEY.

c.      Third, God awaits on us to fix our eyes on Him again and to repent with our hearts and to make a change in our life.

d.      Fourth, once we repent, He completely restores us.

(*) Unquenchable Thirst



Quench My Thirst

God is perfect
Created a perfect world
Desired us to be with Him
God and us, a whole and perfect world.

Tempted and deceived, Adam sins
Desire to ‘be like God,’ so, out of God’s presence we go
The punishment is not just a God-less existence
But, also a ravaging burning thirst of the seraphim’s bite.

Mind altering thirst, unquenchable
Desire for living water and eternal life
Drives men mad to seek everything to satisfy
But without God, efforts to quench begets more thirst.

Abraham’s faith led him to sacrifice his son
Moses’ faith lift up the bronze snake for healing
Our wonderful God provided a savior
A perfect sacrifice to redeem our thirsty and dying souls.

Abba Father is our God
Holy Spirit is the glory of God
Jesus the Messiah is our redemption
And the living water that refreshes and bubbles up from within.

Once sin makes us focus on ourselves
With blood of the lamb that was slain
Re-focus our eyes back on God
We repent and accept His presence within us.

As God’s heavenly glory fills our beings
We no longer thirst or question His existence
Living water refreshes our souls
Emmanuel is Eden restored.



 

Monday, June 10, 2013

(*) Val Tramonte - YouTube Video Poetry Contestant #1

Val, awesome vid. 
I am glad to have known you. 
You truly have an genuine heart after the one true love.
I can see His glory reflected in and through your face and your heart.

People, check out this vid.  It is an inspirational and life changing rap from the heart.
I hope it will change your heart too.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x4UFA6dHY9Q

Sunday, June 2, 2013

The Most Beautiful Lake in America

Man!  I can't believe I get to come to Lake Tahoe!  I came here to work, but, I am definitely squeezing as much fun time out of it as possible. 

When you start driving up here, you can definitely tell when the city starts to peel off your car wheels and the mountain starts to creep into your nostrils.  The smell of a perfect mixture of mountain dirt mixed with the scent of the giant pine trees is so refreshing.  Besides, how often you feel so dwarfed by giant living creatures?  I often want to feel dwarfed if I can see dinosaurs again.  Yet, driving in these thinly paved roads in the midst of all these living giants, it certainly impress a sense of awe!

Yesterday, I went to the beach on the lake and frolicked for about 1 hour before my pager went off.  I enjoyed the gentle sun, beaming on my head, gentle breeze cooling off my skin, and site of big goose waddling on the beach amongst the little kids... unafraid and friendly.  It was a serene scene of vacationers and the beauty of a vast clear blue pool called Tahoe.

Some one once said, Lake Tahoe has enough water to cover the entire California with 14 inches of water.  It is about 1,600 feet deep and on the clear day, the water is so clear, you can see directly almost 70 feet down without difficulty!  It is so blue and emerald... so calm... no waves... beautiful.

Today, I took off for an hour and went to the Renaissance Fair.  It was so fun and goofy!  People dress up in medieval clothing... some people are even in-character, talking in old-English and asking where people are from... clearly, all the locations he talked about were in medieval England somewhere.  It was so fun!  There were sword fights, lots of drinking, clay pot smashes, archery, vulgar plays, vendors of various medieval art, clothing, incense, food, weapons...

After work around 7:30pm, I drove to the trail head of the Vikingsholm off the stunning Emerald Bay.  I did the 2.2 mile hike down and back up.  I spent 30 min sitting at the lake side.  There were even 3 beavers that were playing in the lake by themselves.  They noticed me and started to swim toward me, but dare not to get too close.  Then I see a big bunch of pine needles and green bulky leaves floating purposefully from the shore off in to the middle of the bay... I was like... that's odd!  Why would a bulk of debride be floating purposefully?  Beaver!

Other than beavers, did see the Vikingsholm Castle.  I spent time enjoying what God had made.  I appreciated and thank God for His beauty that is displayed in creation.

And... oh... there is a really awesome stretch of road off the 89 highway next to Emerald Bay when you literally see huge body of water on both sides of the road!!!!  Emerald Bay on the right, and Cascades Lake on the left.  It almost feel like you are driving on the dinosaur's back while the dinosaur is flying above the lake!  So awesome!  I wanted to take pictures so bad, but there's no where I can stop... no shoulders on the road... cliffs on both sides, you know what I mean?!  Awesome!

What a day?!  God even gave me time to go to church today, uninterrupted, while being on call.  I really like the place and the message was really good.  It gave me a lot to think about.  I'll process that in a little bit... I will process it.  It is so good!

I took a lot of picture, but can't get it off my phone... I'll add it soon.  Next time, I am bring my camera!

Our Struggle & Our Savior